
We were made for a mission and God has instilled it deeply into us. Our lives are designed to make a difference and when we miss that realization, we all too easily settle for a cheap substitute that has been called a ‘shadow mission’. A shadow mission is what is played when we aren’t living out our God given calling. The shadow mission will not be silent and loves to scream at us especially when the real mission becomes difficult and it always does because we have to keep counting the cost.
There are patterns of behaviour that betray us to our very core of our God given design. We easily slip into that mode when we let our lives drift on ‘auto pilot’. Our shadow mission is the activities that we gravitate to when we choose not to choose. Intentional living is where we want to go. It is the place of conviction that we believe that we were born, ‘for such a time as this’. We will look at the story of Esther contrasting the pursuit of the shadow vs the real mission set before us.
Setting Up The Scene
Can you imagine being part of a 180 day banquet?? That is some serious partying and revelling. King Xerxes was definitely into himself and showing off his vast wealth. Following this banquet, there was one for 7 days for everyone in the kingdom, rich and poor alike.
Esther 1
6The garden had hangings of white and blue linen, fastened with cords of white linen and purple material to silver rings on marble pillars. There were couches of gold and silver on a mosaic pavement of porphyry, marble, mother-of-pearl and other costly stones. 7 Wine was served in goblets of gold, each one different from the other, and the royal wine was abundant, in keeping with the king's liberality. 8 By the king's command each guest was allowed to drink in his own way, for the king instructed all the wine stewards to serve each man what he wished.
So on the final day he decides he wants to show off his wife like another one of his fine catches except one problem, she has no desire to play along to his shadow mission of shameless self promotion. So , what happens, well his top officers tell him that he needs to send a strong message so other wives don’t get the same idea to stand up to their husband’s foolishness....’ There will be no end of disrespect and discord. ‘ So, she gets the boot out of the palace and the beginning of beauty pageants has its official start with the winner becoming the Queen of Persia!
The Pathway To Greatness
Esther 2
We are introduced to Esther through her cousin Mordecai who sets her life in motion. He recognizes the opportunity that is being presented and ushers her into a whole new world. She is a beautiful young lady who lost her parents and was raised by Mordecai.
Esther 2:12 Before a girl's turn came to go in to King Xerxes, she had to complete twelve months of beauty treatments prescribed for the women, six months with oil of myrrh and six with perfumes and cosmetics.
12 months of beauty treatments...needless to say that is some serious pampering! Only the best for this king. However Mordecai made it very clear to her to not reveal her nationality and family background. In fact he forbid it... So she wins favour with everyone in sight and most importantly the King and is chosen to be the queen.
Now at this point Esther’s could have defaulted to a shadow mission and totally be absorbed in her position, her perks of life as a queen, everything you could ever imagined served to you on hand and foot but she doesn’t have too much time to settle into that before her ultimate mission is set before her.
As all this is happening, Mordecai lives with incredible intentionality, and uncover a plot to assassinate the King and gives Esther her first test. Inform the king of the nature of this very plot. She does just that and gives credit where credit is due, to Mordecai.
The Ugliness of A Shadow Mission
Esther 3
For whatever reason following these events, Xerxes decides to promote Haman and give him the best seats in the house next to Him and all the royal officials bowed down to him and gave him honor. When Mordecai refused, his nationality was revealed and it so incensed Haman, he decided to request of the king to destroy this entire race because they shouldn’t be tolerated and it was done.
13 Dispatches were sent by couriers to all the king's provinces with the order to destroy, kill and annihilate all the Jews—young and old, women and little children—on a single day, the thirteenth day of the twelfth month, the month of Adar, and to plunder their goods. 14 A copy of the text of the edict was to be issued as law in every province and made known to the people of every nationality so they would be ready for that day.
15 Spurred on by the king's command, the couriers went out, and the edict was issued in the citadel of Susa. The king and Haman sat down to drink, but the city of Susa was bewildered.
A shadow mission in life seeks to elevate oneself in position, status and in wealth. It demands its own way to accomplish this and has no sensitivity to the needs of others.
The reality is that search for significance cannot be found in a shadow mission. It never has and it never will.
The High Calling of a Missional Life
Esther 4,5
Mordecai hears of this terrible law that has been set in motion and tears his clothes, weeps in sackcloth and ashes and cries out in the city streets for His people and it is brought to Esther’s attention
14 For if you remain silent at this time, relief and deliverance for the Jews will arise from another place, but you and your father's family will perish. And who knows but that you have come to royal position for such a time as this?"
Esther responds with incredible resolve and recognizes the severity of the matter, calls all the Jews to fast for three days and is ready to give her life to her mission....if I die, I die.
After 3 days Esther puts on her royal robes and treads very lightly in the king’s presence. Being very wise, she knows the king’s love language! She calls him to what else... a banquet of course and invites Haman as well. The king is very eager to hear from Esther but she doesn’t make any requests and just asks for the opportunity to do it all again the next day and in the process builds anticipation for her question.
Haman on the other hand is still living out his shadow mission, still boasting of all his accomplishments, being the only invited guest invited to sit with the king and queen. He completely revels in his own glory. Unfortunately, he is full of vengeance and cannot get Mordecai off his mind so his wife encourages him to build a 75ft gallows to hang Mordecai on.
A missional life leaves recognition to God.
Esther 6
So in the midst of all this, God bring Mordecai to the king’s attention one night when he can’t sleep and he realizes he has not done anything to thank him for his loyalty in saving his life.
A life lived on mission doesn’t seek out its own glory but entrusts itself to God.
The humour in all this is played out as the king asks Haman how someone who honors the king should be recognized. Haman obviously thinks that this must be him
Now Haman thought to himself, "Who is there that the king would rather honor than me?" 7 So he answered the king, "For the man the king delights to honor, 8 have them bring a royal robe the king has worn and a horse the king has ridden, one with a royal crest placed on its head. 9 Then let the robe and horse be entrusted to one of the king's most noble princes. Let them robe the man the king delights to honor, and lead him on the horse through the city streets, proclaiming before him, 'This is what is done for the man the king delights to honor!' "
Well, Haman is chosen to lead Mordecai through the city...wow, talk about the sweetness of justice.
A shadow mission always thinks about everything in first person. It is discovered in questions like, ‘what’s in this for me?’ or ‘what have you done for me lately?’ They never take the bib out from their neck and love the banquet lifestyle!
Unfortunately this is the beginning of the end for Haman and even his wife and friends can smell it out...
V13 you will surely come to ruin.
Esther makes her request known to Xerxes and reveals the sinister plot of the vile Haman and the king seals his fate after he is found begging for his life at the feet of Esther. He is hung to his death on the very gallows he set up on his own property for Mordecai. Mordecai would ultimately be raised to the position of honor that was given to Haman...
Leave recognition to God!
The trap you set for others ultimately will come back to destroy you. If you haven’t learned that already, just watch Wile. E. Coyote and the roadrunner.
A shadow mission in life withholds forgiveness and is eaten up by its own bitterness.
A shadow mission in life tries to find fulfillment in self and all its pursuits when it is not found there.
A shadow mission is all about your timeline, your preferences, your status, your strengths etc....
My shadow mission is to __________________ watch TV, do things in my own strength....fill in the blank.
What you need to learn about a God given mission.
1. Your mission is now. You don’t get to choose your time. You are where you are right now for a God given purpose.
Only few people allow themselves to be chosen. They would rather be commendable. We would rather have a concrete plan in front of us but that is not how God works. He just enables us with enough to step out and trust Him in this great adventure. The ability to see things unfold is from God and when we only focus on what we can see, those things which ‘keep us grounded’ than we will only focus on our own self confidence and we will stay just that...grounded and our faith will not take flight.
He performs wonders that cannot be fathomed, miracles that cannot be counted. Job 5:9
He has made everything beautiful in its time. He has also set eternity in the hearts of men; yet they cannot fathom what God has done from beginning to end. Ecc. 3:11
2. Your missions does involve your position. It involves your job, your family, your marriage and friendships. Discover your God-given awareness in all of them because it is there to be discovered. However it is not about you as much as it is about the people that God placed around you.
Sometimes we are quick to say, God you don’t know the people that I live with. I really don’t know how to reach out to them, to love them, to bless them. The answer in all this is that is OK because God loves to use weak people.
God loves to use us in spite of our limitations because the more we depend on Him, the more He will see that we seek His strength in all situations.
2 Corinthians 12: 9But he said to me, "My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness." Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ's power may rest on me. 10That is why, for Christ's sake, I delight in weaknesses, in insults, in hardships, in persecutions, in difficulties. For when I am weak, then I am strong.
3. You need a Mordecai. Who knows you well enough to help you identify what God is calling you to be and do.
Timothy had Paul, John Mark had Barnabus. Who do you allow to speak into your life?
4. You will not be given a map but an inner compass and He is the Holy Spirit. Listen to Him.
Imagine setting up a discipleship program like Jesus. We couldn’t create one better. It was 3 years with Jesus 24/7 and even Jesus couldn’t disciple the disciples. They needed the Holy Spirit
Jesus had a shadow mission and it was to be the Messiah without the pathway of suffering. In all of his temptation in the desert, he was challenged to go without hunger, without pain,(His angels will lift you up) go without opposition (I will give you all the kingdoms of the world).
Even Peter tried to persuade him that dying was unnecessary and that he wouldn’t let that happen to him.
Even Jesus in His greatest desperation in the Garden of Gethsemane said Father if you are willing, take this cup from me. He cried out in desperate Father hunger, ‘My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?’
Matthew 10:39
Whoever finds his life will lose it, and whoever loses his life for my sake will find it...
in a nutshell that is the difference between your shadow mission and your real mission.