Jack Ninaber
Thursday, September 30, 2021
Choosing to be Thankful for Others!
Tuesday, August 31, 2021
The Wounded Healer
Saturday, July 31, 2021
How Salty Are You?
It’s especially
challenging when your life experience leaves you feeling salty.
When it comes to being
‘salty’ in today’s world, the slang definition has been described as
‘“bitterness or anger tinged with a little
extra spice, usually a mocking or self-deprecating note of sourness.” Arianna Jeret
It often comes as a
result of being made fun of or when you fight back after being slighted. I think in today’s current culture, it is now
easier than ever to take offense and be salty especially when your view clashes
with another person. We call it ‘cancel
culture’ now and I see it more prevalent on social media after taking an
extended break. There appears to be less
and less willingness to engage with people who have a different view than
us. It has also been the cause of a
great deal of anxiety for many who are trying to navigate and learn the
delicate balance of doing life in our world filled with fear of more variants,
more outbreaks and heaven forbid, more lockdowns.
I just listened to an
amazing message by Pastor Craig Groeschel on dealing with this very issue. He spoke on the life of Elijah just after he
had experienced the most incredible moment of victory, a mountaintop experience
in I Kings 18. In I Kings 19, he comes against
the threat of Jezebel, King Ahab’s wife who hates him so much wants him dead,
the ultimate of cancelling him. So, how
does he respond? He doesn’t respond
well, in fact he hides and runs for his life.
He’s so afraid of dying at her hands that he asks God to take his
life. Craig points out four things that
created Elijah’s quick downfall and also will spell our defeat.
1.
HeWe
run ourselves into the ground
2.
We shut
people out of our lives
3.
We focus
on the negative only
4.
We forget
God
He then took time to
remind us of what Elijah’s name means.
El - stands for God
I – stands for my
Jah – breath
My God is my breath,
My God is my source, My God is my strength!
God powerfully reminds
Elijah just how close He is.
And the word of the Lord came to him: “What are
you doing here, Elijah?”
10 He replied, “I have been very zealous for
the Lord God Almighty. The Israelites have rejected your covenant, torn down
your altars, and put your prophets to death with the sword. I am the only one
left, and now they are trying to kill me too.”
11 The Lord said, “Go out and stand on the
mountain in the presence of the Lord, for the Lord is about to pass by.”
Then a great and powerful wind tore the mountains
apart and shattered the rocks before the Lord, but the Lord was not in the
wind. After the wind there was an earthquake, but the Lord was not in the
earthquake. 12 After the earthquake came a fire, but the Lord was not in the
fire. And after the fire came a gentle
whisper. 13 When Elijah heard it, he pulled his cloak over his face and
went out and stood at the mouth of the cave.
The earth shook, the
winds howled and the fire raged and the LORD wasn’t in any of these powerful
displays.
The LORD was in the
whisper. God was not in the remarkable,
He was in the ordinary.
God whispers to us
because He’s close.
My experience + God’s presence is
enough
Craig Groeschel
My God is my
breath.
So when I feel
overwhelmed and that somehow I’m enough or the situation is too much to
overcome, may I always remember He’s closer than I think.
Augustine wrote, “put
salt on my lips that I would thirst for you”
It’s time to learn to
be a nice kind of “salty”!
Saturday, June 26, 2021
Rediscovering Our Joy!
Saturday, May 29, 2021
You Can't Always Get What You Want!
Thursday, April 29, 2021
Faith That Can Move Mountains
It has been said that the Dutch must have the most faith because there isn’t a mountain to be found in the entire country. Well, in fact they are so confident, they say God created the world and they created Holland. They pretty much built land on water…forget about walking on it, they live on it lol.
Jesus in His ministry was always challenging his followers to expect
more, to believe for more, to trust Him for more and He reminded us all that it
doesn’t take much! He used the illustration
of the mustard seed to make his point.
He replied, “Because you have so
little faith. Truly I tell you, if you have faith as small as a mustard seed,
you can say to this mountain, ‘Move from here to there,’ and it will move.
Nothing will be impossible for you.”
Matthew 17:20
I know right now it sometimes feels like we are up against this mountain
called Covid and all its menacing variants.
We continue to wait patiently for the curve of cases here in Ontario to
finally move downward. The constant tracking of case counts can be exhausting
to watch for all of us. I know it’s been an incredible strain on relationships,
families and work situations.
I believe that God, Jesus, the Holy Spirit are calling us right now to
pray for more faith. He is the God of the
breakthrough! It’s always right to ask
for more, be hungry for change. They that
hunger and thirst for righteousness will be filled!
We also need to really take the opportunities we are given right now to
put our faith in action. We need to put in uncomfortable situations to force us
to really depend on Him and we are right smack in the middle of it right now.
Something that really stood out to me in Jesus’ ministry was that 1/3 of
it was all about deliverance. Many
stories that were recorded in the Gospels referred to Jesus’ dealing with
spirits. It was these very spirits that were
tormenting people. I believe now more
than ever that the spiritual battle with anxiety and fear is like it’s never
been before. In Matthew 17, Jesus was
dealing with a specific situation related to demon possession in a young boy.
We need to really believe our prayers when dealing with the enemy. Jesus is teaching us on the mustard seed so
that we realize this isn’t an unsurmountable task. We will take this hill, this mountain of fear
and anxiety in our current situation and throw it in the deepest sea.
WE NEED TO BELIEVE OUR PRAYERS!
Prayer is more than just words.
Jesus was simply saying, “keep praying, don’t give up!”
Some challenges are not so
simple. They are spiritual battles where
we are actually the ones tested. Battles
reveal what we have revelation for.
Steve Long in “The Faith Zone”
We need the Father to teach us as we press in and believe Him for the change
we are longing to see. I am longing for
God to show up powerfully and He is masterful at healing, restoration,
deliverance. Let’s learn to trust Him
for more!
I remember the day so vividly when I hit a wall of a mountain in
ministry! It was the fall of 2013. I had just spent three weeks in Lesotho,
Africa. I was on the missions trip of a
lifetime. It was a dream to go to this continent and it was full of amazing
experiences. I had the opportunity to worship dance in conga-like fashion in a
revival tent meeting. I spoke on living
water and saw people come to faith In Jesus. I had seen healing take place. I slept on a
concrete floor with youth at a camp and ate 'papa and beans' with them. I saw a graduation celebration of a young
woman, Purlacio, the first child from a Bracelet of Hope foster home to
graduate. She shouted out,"I Was
Born to Fight The Darkness!" It was such a moving time, not to mention the
African sunsets, mountaintop experiences literally and going on a safari!
I was on cloud 9.
Sharon and I arrived home on Thanksgiving Monday with so much to be
thankful for. It was a short week in
terms of preparation for Sunday's message as I was back in the church I was
pastoring. I knew the message was going to be all about
my experiences in Africa. Sunday came
and I had other members of the team share about their experience and time
escaped us. I shared a video and knew I had no time to preach so I shared,
"I'll get to my message next week."
There was no next week.
Monday came and I sat down with the pastor's to review our vision for
the church and next steps. We had a lot to catch up on and it was a positive
meeting. I noticed I received an email from the chairman of the board
requesting a meeting with him along with another member. Then there was a second
email and a phone message to speak with the chairman of the board. I remember
joking with the pastors that I would see them that night unless I got fired… I
actually joked with them about that. Well, that afternoon I came home and I
thought about the meeting and in my spirit I knew I was going to be
released. I arrived at the church at
6:30pm and saw the two board members waiting for me. We made our way up the
stairs to my office and there we sat. A file folder was placed on the coffee
table. The chairman shared briefly with me that the leadership had made the
decision to release me. He shared that I did not have the skill set for what
they needed for the church at this time. He shared that they needed more
executive leadership and it just wasn't working out. He then said I watched you
in Africa and I saw you create something out of nothing. He went on to say,"I see a pioneering
spirit in you". The meeting followed on with the presentation of my
severance package and I was to be done and keys handed in by Friday.
This was my wall, this was my mountain.
When I shared this with Sharon she then proceeded to tell me about a
prayer gathering where a lady had a vision of us in pioneer clothes in a wagon
waving goodbye to the pastors of the church we were in. It had happened a month before and she forgot
to mention it to me lol…. However, in that moment, right there, I knew
we had the confirmation in my spirit that we were beginning a new chapter in our
lives in Ministry that would lead us to starting Church at the Manor. We certainly didn’t know that at the time.
Today, as I write this, Sharon and I are on the very cusp of another new
chapter. Plans are literally in the
works and as the old worship song goes…”no turning back”! I'm excited for what is ahead of us, not
knowing what to expect but ready to continue the adventure of following the
Lord as he leads us.
Stay tuned for more details coming soon!
Wednesday, March 31, 2021
Go Home!
For starters my
backyard became my playground and I did creative runs back there doing multiple
kms… and then when the weather was incredibly nice, I opened up the pool. I know, crazy, right, but there I was on
March 20th making it happen two months earlier than normal.
More importantly, this
time was learning about salvation. For
me, it is discovering what Jesus has always longed for me to be set free from. The biblical definition of salvation is to be
saved by God from the consequences of our sin and it is brought about by faith
in Jesus and what He did for us on the cross.
It is the very reason we celebrate Easter or Good Friday and
Resurrection Sunday!
"He himself bore our sins" in his
body on the cross, so that we might die to sins and live for righteousness;
"by his wounds you have been healed."
1 Peter 2:24
During my time in
isolation, I took another step in discovering what it meant for salvation. I am learning to be delivered from
myself. It is a lesson I have learned
and I continue to learn. I am learning
in my union with Jesus to embrace Him more, to become so thrilled with all that
He is to me. It was also a time to of
learning to be delivered from work in that my work and completing another
roofing job can so easily define me.
Sharon also challenged me to take my Garmin watch off and be free from
the buzz notifications on my wrist. All
this to say that returning to that kind of simplicity to be still was actually
quite hard for me, in fact it was difficult.
I think it is so easy to be defined by all that we do instead of simply
knowing that we are loved by the Father’s embrace.
1 John 4:15 If anyone acknowledges that Jesus
is the Son of God, God lives in them and they in God. 16 And so we know and
rely on the love God has for us. God is
love. Whoever lives in love lives in God, and God in them.
It takes an incredible
amount of effort to live this way and not just be easily swept away by everything
else around you. I’m learning that being
here is the place where it needs to start, the place where I need to discover
my purpose, my meaning and my direction for each and every day that he gives
me.
When I think of my salvation experience, I
think of being delivered from sin and gaining personal holiness. But salvation is so much more! It means that the Spirit of God has brought
me into intimate contact with the true Person of God Himself. And as I am caught up into total surrender to
God, I become thrilled with something infinitely greater than myself.
Oswald Chambers
I have also been forced during this time to really look deeper at my emotions and feelings thanks to the Junto Institute…see the image of the feelings wheel. I’m learning to uncover why I can get triggered, what are the root issues and letting the Holy Spirit work specifically where there is resentment, agitation, frustration etc…
It is remembering that
salvation is not only being saved from something it is also being saved to
someone. The Father is continually
leading me closer to Him, to His heart, to His will and there it is in the
Garden where Jesus prayed through all His pain, saying,
"Father, if you are willing, take this cup
from me; yet not my will, but yours be done." Luke 22:42
As we come to this
weekend, may we learn that His will, although not easy, and often difficult, is
the place where we will come to know His presence like no other.